The Twenty-Eighth Sunday in Kingdomtide
Columbus Day Weekend
October 12th, 2003
"Where In The World Is God?"
Rev. John P. Wood

The Psalm: Psalm 22:1-15

This partial reading of the psalm focuses us on "Where is God in the midst of pain and suffering?" Having only this section one may be tempted to ask "What if there was no answer?"

My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from helping me, from the words of my groaning? O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer; and by night, but find no rest. Yet you are holy, enthroned on the praises of Israel. In you our ancestors trusted; they trusted, and you delivered them. To you they cried, and were saved; in you they trusted, and were not put to shame.

But I am a worm, and not human; scorned by others, and despised by the people. All who see me mock at me; they make mouths at me, they shake their heads; "Commit your cause to the Lord; let God deliver-- let God rescue the one in whom God delights!" Yet it was you who took me from the womb; you kept me safe on my mother's breast. On you I was cast from my birth, and since my mother bore me you have been my God.

Do not be far from me, for trouble is near and there is no one to help. Many bulls encircle me, strong bulls of Bashan surround me; they open wide their mouths at me, like a ravening and roaring lion. I am poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint; my heart is like wax; it is melted within my breast; my mouth is dried up like a potsherd, and my tongue sticks to my jaws; you lay me in the dust of death. For dogs are all around me; a company of evildoers encircles me. My hands and feet have shriveled; I can count all my bones.

(The lectionary portion ends here, consider how different the reading would be without the conclusion)

They stare and gloat over me; they divide my clothes among themselves, and for my clothing they cast lots. But you, O Lord, do not be far away! O my help, come quickly to my aid! Deliver my soul from the sword, my life from the power of the dog! Save me from the mouth of the lion!

From the horns of the wild oxen you have rescued me. I will tell of your name to my brothers and sisters; in the midst of the congregation I will praise you: You who fear the Lord, praise God! All you offspring of Jacob, glorify the Almighty; stand in awe of the Creator, all you offspring of Israel!

For God did not despise or abhor the affliction of the afflicted; God did not hide from me, but heard when I cried. From you comes my praise in the great congregation; my vows I will pay before those who fear You. The poor shall eat and be satisfied; those who seek God shall praise the Lord. May your hearts live forever! All the ends of the earth shall remember and turn to the Lord; and all the families of the nations shall worship before the Almighty. For dominion belongs to the Lord, and God rules over the nations. To God, indeed, shall all who sleep in the earth bow down; before God shall bow all who go down to the dust, and I shall live for the Creator. Posterity will serve God; future generations will be told about the Lord, and proclaim God's deliverance to a people yet unborn, saying that the Almighty has done it.

The Old Testament Lesson: Job 23:1-9, 16-17

Job's lament is also expressed in the seeming absence of God. While he is not certain how God would respond he is certain that God would care enough to listen. Therein is the anchor that holds his faith.

Then Job answered: "Today also my complaint is bitter; God's hand is heavy despite my groaning. Oh, that I knew where I might find God, that I might come even to God's dwelling! I would lay my case before God, and fill my mouth with arguments. I would learn what God would answer me, and understand what the Almighty would say to me. Would God contend with me in the greatness of God's power? No; but God would give heed to me. There an upright person could reason with the Creator, and I should be acquitted forever by my judge. "If I go forward, God is not there; or backward, I cannot perceive God; on the left God hides, and I cannot behold the Creator; I turn to the right, but I cannot see the Almighty. God has made my heart faint; the Almighty has terrified me; If only I could vanish in darkness, and thick darkness would cover my face!

The Epistle Lesson: Hebrews 4:12-16

The writer of Hebrews expresses the same confidence as Job that our "day in court" will come. He also places great trust in the mercy and grace of God to show that the outcome of that "trial" will be favorable.

Indeed, the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing until it divides soul from spirit, joints from marrow; it is able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And before God no creature is hidden, but all are naked and laid bare to the eyes of the one to whom we must render an account. Since, then, we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast to our confession. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who in every respect has been tested as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.


The Gospel Lesson: Mark 10:17-31

Jesus continues teaching about "values" in a story often misused to negate the blessing of wealth and privilege. Failing to appreciate the value of undeserved grace negates all the others.

As he was setting out on a journey, a man ran up and knelt before him, and asked him, "Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?" Jesus said to him, "Why do you call me good? No one is good but God alone. You know the commandments: 'You shall not murder; You shall not commit adultery; You shall not steal; You shall not bear false witness; You shall not defraud; Honor your father and mother.'" He said to him, "Teacher, I have kept all these since my youth." Jesus, looking at him, loved him and said, "You lack one thing; go, sell what you own, and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me." When he heard this, he was shocked and went away grieving, for he had many possessions. Then Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, "How hard it will be for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God!" And the disciples were perplexed at these words. But Jesus said to them again, "Children, how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God! It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God." They were greatly astounded and said to one another, "Then who can be saved?"

Jesus looked at them and said, "For mortals it is impossible, but not for God; for God all things are possible." Peter began to say to him, "Look, we have left everything and followed you." Jesus said, "Truly I tell you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or fields, for my sake and for the sake of the good news, who will not receive a hundredfold now in this age--houses, brothers and sisters, mothers and children, and fields with persecutions--and in the age to come eternal life. But many who are first will be last, and the last will be first."

"Where In The World Is God?"


How would you define the term "good"? Clearly it's a value question. Are our values meant to change as we grow or should the same things be important to us today that were important to us say ten, fifteen or twenty years ago? Should we take pride in being basically "unchanged" in terms of our feelings and understandings from the days of our youth until now? How much of God is in the things or ideals we truly value anyway? Is God in fact in anything that is material?--These are the questions we will be looking at this morning.

We have three stories of people whose values are being tested. The Psalmist crying out with a sense of abandonment in a particularly difficult time,--Job expressing an assurance that somehow, some way God will justify what has happened to him,--and finally the unnamed wealthy young man in the Gospel who despite all that he has accomplished in life is still seeking some assurance of his own worth. The fourth reading, our epistle greeting for this morning expresses the conviction that all of us will be judged but that God is both merciful and grace filled.

This gospel lesson always comes as a prelude to or during the Stewardship season in the lectionary cycle and is often misused to stress how important it is for us to loosen our grip on our money. While that may be important it is certainly not what is at the heart of the lesson!

We need to remember that it follows the discussion of Jesus and his disciples regarding the often unseen value of children, and other seemingly invisible people in their midst. Suddenly one appears before them who "has it all," the kind of person the rest of us can only envy in terms of their imagined lifestyle.

Such blessings were clearly seen as evidence of God's favor and there is plenty of scriptural background to support that notion. Consider the law itself which says in Deuteronomy, chapter seven, verses 12-14: "If you pay attention to these laws and are careful to follow them, then the Lord your God will keep his covenant of love with you, as he swore to your forefathers. He will love you and bless you and increase your numbers. He will bless the fruit of your womb, the crops of your land--your grain, your wine and oil--the calves of your herds and the lambs of your flocks in the land that he swore to your forefathers to give you. You will be blessed more than any other people; none of your men or women will be childless, nor any of your livestock without young."

Funny then this man's question should be about assurance regarding a future "inheritance." "Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?"

Today, just as in Biblical times, when we inherit we are put in a will. We are given something, we don't do something for it. Inheriting is totally dependent on what some one else leaves you, the action they take,-- not something that you earn--but something you are given.

He wants to know what he can do, "how do I do this on my own?"

I've always thought of this man's "going away grieving" as his walking away from grace; back to a value system that had always supported him in the past but would not work for the assurance he was presently seeking. He was walking away from the opportunity to know that his legally following the commandments wasn't all there was to a relationship with Jesus and a certainty of eternal life.

Job also knew that he had been richly blessed, but all his possessions had been forcibly taken away by the very God who had bestowed them.

Through it all however he remained trusting of God. We don't find Job crying out "What shall I wear,--where shall I live,--who will provide for me?" What we do find is a person questioning and knowing where he should turn for the answers. We also find a person much like the psalmist who doesn't hear the answers, who can't seem to find the access…but who has no doubts whatsoever that the source of his understanding exists!

Remember too that this speech of Job's comes two thirds of the way through a cycle of speeches in response to his friends' evaluation of what has happened to him. Eliphaz has said that Job has done some specifically great sin(s) (22:5-11). Bildad has said that his children deserved exactly what they got (8:3-4), and Zophar's stated that God isn't giving Job near what he himself deserves (11:6)!

Hello!!! Do you blame Job for wanting to go to God??? With friends like this you don't need enemies! You just need to know what you know.

The rich man, who at this point had apparently lost nothing, no doubt also believed in a just and merciful God, and that he had received a cornucopia of blessings from that God. There is absolutely no reason to believe that he did not appreciate those blessings or his life.

Why would he want to willingly relinquish them? What was it that Jesus saw in that man's eyes that not only showed desperation but won the Lord's compassion? Looking at him Jesus "loved him," and gave him both a challenge and a choice---stick with the blessings he already knew confident of God's grace, or step out into a whole new uncertain future without them...and see what your sense of that grace would be then.

How different our values might be then!

Carol Shields, a Canadian author, wrote of a beautiful moment in which her character is visiting her mother in a nursing home. Looking into her mother's bedside table for something, she is struck by the fact that all her mother's worldly possessions have come to this: what can be held in a bedside table drawer in a nursing home. Houses, cars, jewelry furniture, barbecues, china: all gone. All you wind up with is some kleenex, a plastic comb, and a few mints. Makes you ponder what you're hanging on to,--and why.

Dorothy Solle said "If my hands are fully occupied holding on to something, I can neither give nor receive." And Martin Luther counseled that "God divided the hand into fingers so that our possessions could slip through." But both were talking about freedom more than wealth.

It reminded me of a story from "Jacob the Baker" by Noah ben Shea in which an elderly woman, wealthy and greedy, comes to the wise Jacob for advice. She asks him how she can "take it with her"" when she dies.

Jacob replies, "Everything of value can be taken over to the other side." Thrilled by this news she "How? How?"

Jacob responds calmly, "In your memory."

Shocked and disappointed the woman says, "In memory? Memory can't carry wealth!"

To which Jacob replies, "That is because you have already forgotten what is truly of value."

We all struggle with that sense of finding our own "worth." The idea of having to do/or be more plagues us throughout our lives. We will always need to learn to live fully in the moment, but it is wrong, even evil to imply that we need to change who we are in order to be who God intended us to be.

I don't know of a single failed relationship, husband/wife or parent/child that did not carry with it the implication that one or the other party was a failure, that had they only been a little bit more, better at this or that they might have been successful. But alas their character is irredeemably flawed!

Our struggle theologically is about accepting the gift of grace that has been given to us, not about anything we do to earn it. First, last, in the middle - whatever, the point is that "for God, all things are possible."

Jesus then addresses the disciples as children in verse 24b, and in so doing continues to make the point that God is concerned with every individual and desires to name and claim us all.

As you know, Mark's gospel does not present the disciples in a very positive light. They stumble, they falter, they just don't get it. In fact, so many times they seem to be refusing to get it!

Then, all of a sudden, in verse 26, the light breaks in. We hear the wheels begin to turn as they ponder the truth that "If someone who is obviously materially blessed by God is going to have to struggle to feel good about themselves maybe that's not where it's at?"

One can just imagine Mark's Jesus sighing to himself and thinking, "Finally!"

And just as He starts to proclaim the grace of God for everyone Peter, as usual, jumps in and starts claiming credit for the reign of God becoming visible in Jesus' inner circle of friends. "Look at what we've done by contrast!" How special we are!

So much for the disciples getting it!

Jesus sets him straight reminding him that it is not a matter of being the first in line.

Grief and pain are only possible in relation to our capacity to love. We cannot grieve or feel badly for that which we did not truly love. Like Job, and the psalmist we do have the comfort of knowing that God will come. Answers and understanding will be offered and we will not end this journey in sorrow!

Such is the promise of Grace and so it is we can hold to hope.

Where in the world is God? Every step of the way! From confusion to conviction, catastrophe to clarity. God is there.

Pastoral Prayer:

Gracious and all knowing God, we offer to you our thanks and praise, for You have not only shared the sunshine of our golden moments but have suffered with us and tasted despair in order that we might know mercy and grace. Your word, living and active, created all things; and everything in creation lies exposed before your eyes.

We know that there is nothing in us that merits your great favor - and yet you are not only able to help us, you are willing. We thank you.... and we ask that you help us be likewise willing and to offer ourselves to you with open hands.

Loving God, we pray today for all your servants who know how far they are away from entering the kingdom of God and despair at their own sense of inadequacy. Give to them the confidence and assurance of your grace and love that they may know the peace of your presence as they serve you. Remind your people everywhere that you are the God with whom all things are possible.

Grant that we here in this congregation may serve in all the ways you call us to serve - not counting the cost or worrying about the outcome - and may your whole church around the world do likewise.

We pray today for all those nations who are in conflict, especially for the peoples of Israel and Palestine.... We pray too for our own rulers and the various levels of our governments that they may administer with love and judge with righteousness.

We remember too those who were lifted up in voiced concern and silence, and especially for those so invisible to us whose pain is heavy on Your heart. We ask your peace be with them all, in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen